Not this month

So.  I am not pregnant.  I had my lovely visitor come on Saturday night.  I had that gut feeling that things didn't work out.  So, even though I knew that I was not pregnant, the doctor insisted on drawing my beta's to let me "know" that I was not pregnant. .. no kidding!  I could have told you that!  I also had to get an ultrasound to make sure that I do not have cysts from the Femara. All was clear.  So, again. .. today I start the damn drugs.  

Eric, made a good point and said that at least we are not dealing with the other aspect of things, which is having another miscarriage.  I completely agree. . I guess it is the lesser of two evils. This month particularly disappointed me because I did everything right.  I took the drugs, did the baby dance, peed on sticks, and got my ultrasounds.  But, as the doctor says, "even if you did everything right, there is only a 20% chance of conceiving each month."  That shocks the hell out of me.  How in the world do so many people manage to get pregnant?