Tuesday

So, on Tuesday at 8:00am I go in for my final beta.  This test will determine if I ended up pregnant.  Things were looking promising. . .almost too promising.  I am not sure if I wrote this at all, but I had 3 potential eggs and my lining was thicker than ever!  If the results end up not in the direction I am hoping for . .. I am DONE!  No more trying.  I can't afford emotionally or financially to continue with this.  I am tired of counting the days of where I am and how much longer I have.  I am finally in a place where I am okay if the only child I ever have isTaylor. I appreciate the family that we have created and am thankful.  I have started going back to church. .. not because of the infertility thing, but because Taylor has started to ask questions about God.  I would hate to tell her the wrong thing and have her go around repeating that.   LOL!  (This is after a 2 year long break. .. since the divorce I have not been as diligent about going. . .nor have I had the desire)  Okay. .. maybe part of me knows I need to get my head on straight and get my priorities in order! :)

I will keep you posted.  I am not going to keep any result a secret.  I would rather use this blog as an outlet that keep in bottled inside.

My little fish.

Miss Taylor Jo has started swim lessons.  She has to wear a swim cap and goggles. It is too funny.

Little Miss. . .attempting to back float. 

Mothers Day

This year I was absolutely spoiled.  My mother's day started on Saturday.  I went to the car dealership to "just look" for a new car for the family.  One that Eric could actually fit in. (He is soooo tall.)  So, I had previously looked online and found the car/truck that I wanted.  I met with the gentleman at the dealership around 10am.  I test drove the car and LOVED it.  We sat and talk .. .one thing lead to another and he made me a deal I couldn't or shouldn't pass up.  One problem. . .the down payment.  I called and text Eric. He told me to "GO FOR IT!" and he would make the downpayment. . .Happy Mother's Day.  CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!?  I am so thrilled and the owner of a 2008 Honda Ridgeline.  It is beautiful! 

Not only did I get the new car.  .but, Eric is building me a new shower.  I think he got tired of me yelling that I was stuck in the shower each time I used it.  LOL!  The stupid thing wouldn't let me out. So, I wanted to show the pictures of the demolition in my bedroom.  It has caused me much anxiety.