Today I am 5 days post IUI. That means that I get a blood test completed next Wednesday. I am feeling so erratic with my emotions lately. I know that it is partially due to the hormones I have been on and the ones I am still having to take. What I am feeling also is severe pessimism towards this IUI working. I just have this feeling that it won't work...maybe this is my way of protecting myself and not getting my hopes up. I feel like I am just not meant to have another child...and it won't happen for me. I have tried for so many months and spent so much money that I just don't see this cycle actually working.
Sorry for my pitty party. I am in a real funk today.