Friday, November 18, 2011

...why can't I stop poking my boobs?

It’It's official, people. I’m going insane. I’ve literally spent the last 18 hours or so poking my boobs because they feel “sorta” sore. And I honestly think that from all the poking and prodding and pushing, I’ve made them actually pretty sore all by myself without the help of a hormone that tells me I’m pregnant.
Yes, it’s true. I’m in the last few days of my 2ww and I’m looking for every symptom out there. The thing is, these symptoms are a bunch of crap. Really. 
I really can’t count on any symptom ever. Because every time I think it may be an early pregnancy symptom, it’s more or less just Aunt Flo teasing me. I mean, really, couldn’t Mother Nature be a little bit more discerning when it comes to menstrual symptoms and pregnancy symptoms? Like, why do cramping and spotting and sore boobs ALL have mean you’re either getting you’re period or you’re pregnant? Why can’t it be just one or the other?
So here I am in that evil, 2WW. Seriously, can I catch a break here?
I’m trying desperately to remain positive I mean, how much better could you get? FIVE follies and 192 million sperm? If it doesn’t work this time, how in the world could it get any better?
I can't think about it any more....I am going back to poking myself.....hink about it. I’m going back to poking myself.

1 comment:

  1. I just found you blog last week and have never commented before. I just had to laugh because could there not be a different set of symptoms for pregnancy? Haha! I am struggling with infertility and we are considering started treatments at the beginning of the year. (We adopted a little boy a year ago) So I am following your story!!